No One Remembered

Not even Tim. I didn't really expect him to. He didn't remember our first due date either. I'm not mad at him and I don't blame him. It's just different for him. He doesn't miss them like I do. I'm his biggest concern. He hurts because I hurt, but our babies just weren't real to him like they were to me. It does make me sad, though. It makes me wonder if I'm the only one who ever thinks about them. Am I the only one who wonders what they would be like? Would they look like their big sister? Would they act like her? I know it's hard for people to understand how I can miss someone I never met, but I do. Every day.