I should be having a baby today. Well, technically, if I had carried Kendall to term, odds are s/he wouldn't have been born on his/her due date, but that's still what today represents. These days are so hard. These are the days I have a tendency to get caught up in the "should haves." What I wouldn't give to have my sweet newborn in my arms.
I'm definitely feeling sad today, but my goal is to stay occupied. I know if I really give myself time to think about it, I'll fall apart. Thankfully, I have a fun, busy day planned for Piper and me.
I just pray that this will be my last due date without a baby either in my arms or very close to being in my arms.
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