Struggling

These days, I pretty much consistently find myself just going through the motions because I don't know what else to do. I thought I was doing better, but I think I was just fooling myself. Honestly, I'm having a hard time. I feel like I'm surrounded by pregnancies right now and I just don't understand why what seems to happen so easily for everyone else is so hard for us. I'm in one of my "this sucks and it's not fair" moods right now. But, you know what? It does suck and it's not fair, and it's okay that I feel that way sometimes.